A lil bit of Son shine


"A blog about all the everyday moments that we count as nothing... yet they make up the everything that is our life. I pray that everything I do has a ray of The Son shining in it and through it."

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Stop the doubt. JUST BELIEVE!

So yesterday, doubt struck. I've purchased a few books and a small hand seeder, and I began to feel like it was a waste of money, because let's face it... we'll never be able to buy a farm and afford to live off of the farm and to homeschool our children. I shared my feeling with my husband who quickly gave me an attitude adjustment. HAVE FAITH! IT WILL TAKE SOME TIME, BUT IT WILL HAPPEN!! STOP THE DOUBT. JUST BELIEVE!!! I love his attitude adjustments. =)

After listening to him, I started listening to the latest Mark Mallet video and he also offered some words of encouragement. So I will ignore how "impossible" it seems and remember that nothing is impossible for God.

I think what set me off was septic tanks. Out of all things, it was a septic tank. I've been looking for farms for sale in different states and a lot of them have septic tanks. Me, being the city girl that I am, I didn't realize that sewer systems are mostly in urban areas and are not commonly found in rural areas. I DON'T WANT A SEPTIC TANK! They scare me. I thought about the cost of it and having to have it cleaned out and property taxes and blah, blah, blah... and that was it. The septic tank set me off. And I love my husband's reaction. "Maybe it won't be so bad." lol! I love him. So now I'm back to believing that it will happen and all things will be ok. Thank you Jesus for such a wonderful husband who trusts you.

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